Kita yang terluka
dan mereka bilang
kita terlalu berlebihan.
Kita yang terluka
dan mereka bilang
kita terlalu mengada-ngada.
Kita yang terluka
dan mereka berpura-pura lupa
kalau mereka adalah sebabnya.
Padahal kita yang terluka
dan mereka tak tahu apa yang kita rasa.
P /s : Allahu Allah.
Destiny --
The universe has already figured out what happens to the heart afterwards. For you, who used to say hello when the rain never stopped.
The current me no longer wants to think about you, maybe the current busy-ness has caused this. In the stage of keeping myself busy, I have a lot to do so that wasted work and thoughts will be eliminated.
I don't think of you as something in vain, the business of thinking about you the heart plays a role, unfortunately it disturbs my concentration first, you know? My heart is often out of control, becomes restless and uncertain ; is forced to turn to something useful.
Do you still remember? Have you ever had to turn back the memory of that time? When it rains, for example. Is there an irregularity that I used to say. I know you realized from the start. Of course, it is clearly illustrated by your sudden silence and didn't decide to answer.
I am now only following the orders of His destiny. What will happen in the future, I believe His commands always lead to happiness for His servants. Thus, everything happened according to His will, including the presence of feelings that were difficult to define. Now is enough to complete the endeavor.
I took a breath, felt the happiness that I often ignore. I straightened my feelings, wiped the water that came out of the corner of my eye. Tears flowed along with the grievous wound planted inside.
I took notebook, part of which was filled with various writings from the heart. I record all the events that I think. Let all that is in the body pour out with prayer and pen.
If Allah inspires His servants who pray, He actually wants to give gifts.
Allah is the Almighty.
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P/s : Think it's time I tell you the truth.
Jadilah kamu wanita yang baik hatinya,
bersih suci cinta dan sayangnya,
sikapnya perhatian dan peduli,
perlakuannya lembut dan halus,
bagai kehalusan perasaannya,
manis dan romantis tuturnya,
indah dan teduh penampilannya,
membuat mata dan hati terpana setiap harinya,
menjaga sebagaimana menjaga diri sendiri,
menemani setiap waktu, seperti selalu ada rindu,
baik saat dekat, apalagi ketika jauh.
Jadilah kamu wanita terbaik,
yang menyayangi tanpa batas waktu.
#creditA'yatKhalili
P/s : Ticktockk counting time
Nak tahu cinta Allah bagaimana?
Saat kita jatuh dalam dosa, Allah ketuk pintu hati kita untuk berubah dengan pelbagai cara. Cuma kita yang akan menentukan samada kita mahu berubah ataupun tidak. "Wahai Tuhanku, janganlah engkau pesongkan hati aku sesudah engkau berikan petunjuk (hidayah) kepadaku."
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Banyak manapun dosa kita ;
kita tak solat lima waktu,
tak berpuasa dibulan ramadhan,
tak menutup aurat dengan sempurna,
hatta dosa kita menggunung tinggi sekalipun,
berlarilah semula kepada Allah.
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Kerana Allah yang datangkan ujian dalam hidup kita.
Maka, selayaknya Allah jualah tempat untuk kita meminta pertolongan. Luahkan segalanya hanya pada yang pemberi ujian iaitu Allah. Kerana itu adalah tanda kekuatan dan kebergantungan kita kepada Allah. Yakinlah itu Allah Maha Mendengar. Benar-benar Maha Mendengar. Sungguh tiada sebaik-baik pendengar yang setia melainkan hanya Allah yang Mengetahui akan segala isi hati.
Berulang kali Allah bagitahu dalam Al-Quran,
"Bahawa tiap kesukaran itu disertai kemudahan."
Dan Allah siap bagitahu bila kita mahu berharap, cukuplah kita hanya berharap kepada Allah. Datangi Allah dalam apa jua cara. Meskipun kamu sampai harus merangkak di padang pasir demi untuk mendekati redha dan cinta Allah, lakukanlah.
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Dan janganlah mencari Allah hanya bila kita perlu sesuatu daripada Allah.
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p/s : Peninggggg :(
