She.

She is kingless yet a queen.

She knows how to turn a mere kingdom to a greatest empire.

She has mastered carrying a heavy heart, a messy soul

and a reckless mind altogether.

Strong she is.

She has the ability to turn her history to her story.

Defined by no man.

She is her own story.

Both war and woman she is.

You can pull her down.

But you can't take away her strength.

Never interpret her silence as weakness.

"Sometimes the air stills, before the onset of a hurricane."

Kind as the sky --

wild as wave.

She's 💖

 

P/s : Naif. Not bad huh

Teruskan.

 

🌱

Seperti rumah usang tidak berpenghuni, kenangan juga barangkali dimamah usia.

Makin jauh dari asal-usulnya dimakan waktu, lama-lama dilupakan juga.

Ada manis yang berbaki, disimpan rapi, dikenang hingga ke hujung usia.

Ada pahit yang dilepaskan, dilupakan dengan harapan tak dikenang-kenang.

Ada yang berdarah, biarlah sembuh.

Ada yang tenggelam, teruslah karam.

Usah gusar, jangan lemah.

Jauh lagi perjalanan, terus pandang depan.

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P/s : Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan.

Self love.

A long back when I asked my mom when will I fall in love, where is my prince charming? She said to me that there is a right time for everything to happen, till then let your life happen.

I never said I don't wanna fall in love, in fact falling in love with myself made me more aware of love, made me realize what love is exactly, made me realize how I should treat someone right. I don't know what others think but I feel that when you treat yourself right, you treat others right.

My idea of love is being myself and let the lover be himself too, my idea of love teaches me to let people breathe freely even while being with someone else. It's not his responsibility to build an empire for me, it's my responsibility to be the person I wish to be, no one has to do it for me, they just have to live it with me.

I am busy loving myself, I am exploring myself, I am finding myself, I am not looking for a lover because love must be looking for both of us and will find us at the right time. Till then and beyond that, it's me who should treat me right.

"A queen without a king is busy loving herself."

#CreditDikshasuman

P/s : Calm down and breathe.

 

Dewasa.

 

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Menjadi dewasa itu boleh dikata tentang menerima dan berdamai dengan keadaan yang ada. Kerana di hadapan, kita akan didatangkan dengan banyak hal yang tidak menyenangkan. Mahu kembali ke masa lalu, tidak mungkin kan?

Mahu kesal, kecewa dan marah?

Itu juga hanya membuat perasaan jadi penat. Beberapa hal memang akan hancur berantakan dengan ekspektasi yang diinginkan.

Jadi ia sebenarnya adalah perihal mengikhlaskan, walaupun tidak mudah menerima hal yang tidak menyenangkan dengan hati yang lapang. Jangan terlalu sering menyalahkan diri sendiri. Maafkan kalau nyatanya banyak kegagalan yang dilakukan. Maafkan juga kalau keadaannya membawa kita ke ekspektasi yang belum boleh diwujudkan.

Kadang kita lupa, kita suka memaksa diri kita sendiri untuk sesuatu yang belum pasti.

Nikmati prosesnya 🌾

P /s : Bukan tentang biadap tetapi hormat, boleh?

Forever.

 

Now that I have seen and experienced so much in my life. I feel that forever is not time bound. Although it is a measure of time but in actual sense, it lies in the small moments that you keep creating as life goes on. Those moments become memories and those memories last till you breathe.

The real meaning of 'forever' signifies loyalty and truthfulness. You giving this word to the person you love, requires honesty in it and you must remain intact as long as you exist in this world.

Let me quote the cliche line --

LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE

Yes!

Had you been aware of the coming times, you would be so conscious that you could never be able to enjoy the present. Don't you agree? And now, you don't know what is next and you cannot foresee the coming tomorrow.

So, you gotta love, care, create, feel and live in between the seconds and the minutes. Understand that your 'forever' is right now, here in this very moment by the side of the person you love and to whom you will love eternally.

'Forever' is hidden in the small moments.

P / s : Count your blessings.

Bibir Yang Luka.

 

Dengan bibir yang luka,

bagaimana harus menyebut,

kata-kata manis,

atau menegur dan menyapa,

teman dan kenalan,

yang tak pernah mengerti,

perit derita pengalaman.

Dan bila suara berdarah,

mulut dipenuhi kepedihan,

hanya mata dapat berbicara,

dan hati mentafsirkan,

erti dan makna --

penghidupan.

Cukuplah kiranya,

setiap kali bertemu,

menghulurkan tangan,

tetapi usahlah ditanya,

kenapa ada kegementaran,

dalam genggamannya.

#CreditWadiLetaSA

P/s : B e r s a b a r l a h.

Faith.

Having faith in Allah does not give you some form of immunity towards the problems and challenges of this life.

You can have faith in Allah and still feel sad, hurt, heartbroken and depressed. The thing about faith it is meant to restore hope within you and to remind you that there will be a better tomorrow, but as humans, Allah has created us with complex emotions and we were meant to feel them and yes, that includes feeling sad too.

The point of having faith is not to have problems or remain unfazed by them, it is to know that even in the depths of the darkness you are facing, you are never alone and Allah is always there with you. Your faith is not directly proportional to your emotions, feel them, validate them but know in your heart that better days will come, insyaAllah and you will get through this and there is light at the end of this tunnel, hold on a little more, and just a little more remains.

Salaah, du'a and the Quran are life vests to keep us afloat when we are drowning. It does not mean we won't be thrust in an ocean. It does not mean we won't sometimes feel like we can't breathe and like we are being dragged under.

But,

even when facing the highest wave, even if at times we are swallowing water and gasping for air, it is knowing we have some-One Who will bring us back and keepus afloat and help us get back to the safety of the land again.

And know that despite the negative ways others may make you feel, Allah is the One to Whom you can be vulnerable. Where we can shatter, where we can show every insecurity and know that we are still worthy.

The prophets (PBUH), has shown us that even when others do not understand, even though with your amount of worship, the struggles of life are incredibly overwhelming.

With Allah, you always have a safe place.

"Mental illness is a special trial, no bruises, no evidence. Just a silent battle that Allah has hidden from the world."

P / s: Hasbunallah Wa Ni'mal Wakeel

Hipokrit.

 

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Begitu mudah lisan mengaku sayang, namun sikap sering hadirkan luka. Mungkin hati tulus memberikan cinta namun perilaku tidak enak dirasa. Berukhuwah itu berlandaskan cinta kerana Allah semata. Lantas bila benar-benar cinta mampukah diri berbuat yang sesuai dengan ajaranNya?

Bertutur santun kala bersapaan. Menebar senyum kala berpapasan. Berbincang penuh kelembutan. Dan raut wajah nampak cerah memesonakan.

Jangan pernah sengaja bersikap tidak sopan. Jangan pernah serta merta berbahasa yang mengandung kebencian. Apalagi menampakkan raut wajah penuh permusuhan.

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Apa yang mau dicari, ketika keburukan cermin hati terbaca teman kita? Atau kita bangga dengan hawa nafsu yang sudah mendominasi hati kita? Amarah yang penuh kesumat telah mengikis kesucian jiwa. Padahal bersaudara dengan orang beriman sangat banyak kemanfaatan. Menjaga kita dari kesesatan, menjadi jalan menuju keselamatan, dan di akhirat berhimpun dalam syurga yang penuh keindahan,

Nasihat indah seorang ulama, Yahya bin Mu'adz Ar Razi berkata,

"Hendaknya kamu mempunyai tiga sikap terhadap sesama mukmin; Jika kamu belum mampu memberinya manfaat, maka janganlah kau beri kesusahan. Jika kamu belum mampu membuatnya gembira, janganlah kamu buat sedih. Dan jika kamu belum boleh memujinya, maka janganlah kamu mencela."

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Mudah.

Indah.

InsyaAllah penuh berkah.

Bila kita menjaga ukhuwah dengan akhlakul karimah.

🌷

P/s : Ya hayyu ya qayyum, birahmatika astaghis.