Forever.

 

Now that I have seen and experienced so much in my life. I feel that forever is not time bound. Although it is a measure of time but in actual sense, it lies in the small moments that you keep creating as life goes on. Those moments become memories and those memories last till you breathe.

The real meaning of 'forever' signifies loyalty and truthfulness. You giving this word to the person you love, requires honesty in it and you must remain intact as long as you exist in this world.

Let me quote the cliche line --

LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE

Yes!

Had you been aware of the coming times, you would be so conscious that you could never be able to enjoy the present. Don't you agree? And now, you don't know what is next and you cannot foresee the coming tomorrow.

So, you gotta love, care, create, feel and live in between the seconds and the minutes. Understand that your 'forever' is right now, here in this very moment by the side of the person you love and to whom you will love eternally.

'Forever' is hidden in the small moments.

P / s : Count your blessings.

Terluka.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka bilang

kita terlalu berlebihan.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka bilang

kita terlalu mengada-ngada.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka berpura-pura lupa

kalau mereka adalah sebabnya.

Padahal kita yang terluka

dan mereka tak tahu apa yang kita rasa.

 

P /s : Allahu Allah.

Kamu.

 

Jadilah kamu wanita yang baik hatinya,

bersih suci cinta dan sayangnya,

sikapnya perhatian dan peduli,

perlakuannya lembut dan halus,

bagai kehalusan perasaannya,

manis dan romantis tuturnya,

indah dan teduh penampilannya,

membuat mata dan hati terpana setiap harinya,

menjaga sebagaimana menjaga diri sendiri,

menemani setiap waktu, seperti selalu ada rindu,

baik saat dekat, apalagi ketika jauh.

Jadilah kamu wanita terbaik,

yang menyayangi tanpa batas waktu.

#creditA'yatKhalili

P/s : Ticktockk counting time

Shine.

One of our core needs is the need for recognition. As long as we don't feel recognized we experience some kind of fear that we are not enough. Social media owe a big part of their success to the human craving for validation,

and it seems like we have forgotten what it means to have true confidence.

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Confidence is not about looking strong and invulnerable. Confidence is about being who you truly are with all your imperfections because you are not so concerned about what others think of you; you are more concerned about what you think of yourself.

"The insecure compete against other people, while the confident compete against themselves."

Being confident doesn't mean we have to show everyone how good we are;

it means that we know we are enough without having the need to show off.

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"Stars don't shine because they want to be seen; they shine because they are stars."

-

#purposologist

P/s : Alaa burung yang berkicau tadi dah terbang :(

Untuk kita.

Assalamualaikum.

"Aku" dan "Kau" - biar kita merasa lebih dekat.

Dalam hidup ini, antara perkara yang perlu kita pesan pada diri, ada sesuatu Allah tetap tak beri walaupun kita dah sehabis usaha. Contohnya,

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Dalam pelajaran, dalam perhubungan, dalam pekerjaan dan macam-macam perkara.

Dalam pelajaran ; Kau belajar susah payah nak test nak kuiz nak itu nak ini tapi hasilnya biasa-biasa saja, pendek kata langsung tak memuaskan bagi kau. Ataupun kau dah berusaha kumpul carrymarks berlebih-lebih tapi bila result final keluar masih sama tiada perubahan, tak dapat keputusan yang baik. Kau pun mula jeling-jeling orang lain. Lagi sakit hati bila yang duduk study last minit atau study tak banyak mana itulah boleh dapat keputusan lagi hebat dari kau.

Habis tu, kau nak kata apa? Allah sangat tak adil?

Ramai yang rasa dan pernah mengalami situasi macam ni. Aku pun salah seorang yang tak terlepas. Tapi Allah beri rasa bahagia dari sisi lain. Satu saja aku nak pesan, jangan pernah sekalipun salahkan Tuhan.

Sedangkan Dia lebih tahu apa yang lebih baik dan atur untuk kau. Janji kau terus usaha dan tak putus asa. Sebab bila kau usaha tapi masih juga tak dapat apa yang kau nak, memang jelas ada something Allah nak tunjuk dan ajar ; ada sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk kau.

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Okei. Mari cuba kita belajar pandang sisi baik.

Mungkin Allah nak kau terus gigih usaha supaya kau dapat genggam dan gapai sesuatu yang lagi tinggi dan kau tak pernah terfikir pun untuk dapat. Mungkin Allah tak izinkan kau dapat apa yang kau nak sebab kau akan berbangga-bangga, bongkak diri bila Dia beri kejayaan besar pada kau dengan usaha sekecil itu.

 Jadi Dia jatuhkan dulu kau sebelum kau dapat bangun panjat lagi tinggi. Biar kau ingat ; setiap apa yang Allah beri bila-bila saja boleh ditarik balik. Cantikkan jalan cerita yang Allah cipta untuk kita?

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Kawan, hidup ini kita tak boleh terus mengalah bila sekali tak dapat capai apa yang dihajatkan. Kena terus usaha sebab Allah sangat tak suka orang malas. Kau sedih, kau tak puas hati semua terus diadu pada Dia. Aku jamin Dia akan 'pujuk' kau dengan cara paling romantis kalau kau tahu cari Dia.

Nanti bila kau dah terpujuk, bangun dan terus maju kehadapan. Kita belajar dari hidup, dari sekecil-kecil hingga ke sebesar-besar perkara.

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Luaskan pandangan, cari sisi baik setiap takdir yang sudah direncanakan. Jangan asyik cari yang buruk sampai mata hati tertutup dan menggelapkan dunia yang kau hidupkan.

Remember --

Allah loves you more than you can imagine. He saw good in you even when you could not see good in yourself.

#creditnotapencarituhan

p/s : Heads up, u've got this.

You.

I may have met you already, or maybe I haven't yet.

We maybe breathing the same air in this small, quiet city or maybe we are still thousands of miles away right now. I might get to be with you tomorrow or the next day or some years from now. But it doesn't matter because today, I am one day closer.

Right now, I am still in no rush. I probably am not that ready. I am still on the process of being my best self. If I get to meet you at this moment, you might not be my first priority yet. I still spend most of my time building up my career, and I still don't have time to bake for you when you crave for a slice of moist chocolate cake. But, I am preparing myself to become the independent woman that you could grow with.

You also should understand that I have flaws that took me more than twenty years to love. I don't know if you will learn to love them, but I hope you do. My hair doesn't stay in place most of the time, it always messily falls on my face. I don't have the prettiest hand to hold or the brightest eyes to look at. You might also find it weird how my nose wrinkles when I laugh. I am also not attractive when I am fast asleep, but who knows? Maybe those imperfections are what will make you love me even more.

I also want you to know that I am not scratch-free masterpiece. I've damaged a couple of times before. I've been cheated on and that's probably what made me distrustful. I've fought battles where I ended up losing. They probably made me tough. Tougher that needed, actually. You won't imagine how lost I have gotten before you came and how I've been dying for you to find me. I've been waiting for you to embrace the mess that I've become, but I also know that there will come a time that you would hurt me. However unlike the rest, seeing me hurt will hurt you twice as much.

Lastly, I want you to know that I am not easy to love. There will be times where I will get mad over the smallest things. I will always ask you to remind me that I am wanted, I would like to hear that over and over - upon seeing your face in the morning and before I close my eyes at night. I also want you to know that on rough days when I am at the verge of giving up, all you have to do is to lock me up in your arms because deep down, I don't want a second in my life without you.

Indeed above all these, I will always strive to be worthy. I will make the best coffee for you in the morning. I will be there for you after a long day at work and look at you like a superhero who just saved the world. I will give you everything that the past has failed to give you.

I will take all your pain away and I will be the only one you call "home".

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Akhir 2017.

  

Terima kasih untuk semua kenangan.

Terima kasih untuk setiap jatuh bangkit,

luka berdarah, ribut banjir

yang mendatang.

Sungguh,

banyak yang aku belajar.

Terlalu banyak.

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Yang pergi --

terima kasih mewarnai kisah ini.

Yang baru kemari --

moga terus melakar memori.

Yang tak lokek disisi --

tetaplah temani hingga nafas terhenti.

Jangan pernah menyesal dengan apa yang terjadi.

Demi Tuhan,

manisnya kan menjengah nanti.

InsyaAllah.

Hidup mana yang tidak pahit, sulit.

Namun itulah rencahnya.

Buat kita merasa si namanya bahagia.

Sesekali menangislah.

Usah ditahan segala pedih.

Kita masih sebatas manusia.

Yang ada jiwa dan rasa.

Namun tetaplah terus berjuang.

Bukan untuk sesiapa, tetapi buat Tuhanmu cuma.

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Terima kasih untuk segala.

credit #perempuanmatahari

Bersendiri.

Malam ini aku rasa sunyi tanpa sebab.

Tiada bunyi.

Tiada rasa.

Hatiku denyutnya sendirian.

Seolah hati ini bagai tin kosong

yang luas jisimnya,

tapi kurang isinya.

Aku bingung apakah erti rasa ini?

-- 

Mungkin Allah beri aku ruang sendiri dan waktu,

untuk aku lebih kenal siapa aku

dalam aku.

Mother, i miss you.

Allah--

One call away.

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P/s : O' Allah, guide me when i am lost

Beauty.

 I love deep thinkers.

People who see more than a blue sky, more than green grass,

more than a beautiful storm,

and a starlight night.

But rather they see the Creator and His beauty and perfection in everything they see

and it increases their love for Him.

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"Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are signs for those of understanding." [3:190]

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O' Allah, make us people of reflection, of deep thought and humility.

p/s : Alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal

Niat.

You know,

I get the feeling that a lot of people often forget that our reward is with Allah.

People get worked up because they cannot see the reward of their good deeds in this Dunya and they fail to realize that the reward for the good they do is with Allah. He will reward us when necessary and in His own way with what is best for us, and insyaAllah with Jannah.

Everyone needs to stop looking for rewards in the Dunya.

You are nice to someone but they are not nice back?

Don't give up.

Your reward is with Allah.

We don't do things for the people, we do them for the sake of Allah.

It is about our intentions. So much can be changed into ibaadah just by reforming our intentions. Example, we go to school and study. Not just so we can get an education and to please our parents but also to be educated enough to earn a halal income in the future, to support our families and to spend and give in charity.

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Everything is about intentions.

And the beautiful thing about intention is that they are just between us and Allah.

People don't know our intentions. They can guess but only Allah knows. Sincerely.

p/s : May Allah bless.

#WordlessWednesday

Count the blessings.

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alhamdulillah

p/s : Lapaaaaaaaarrrrrr

Eleventh.

Pernah rasa?

Hati kau dihenyak berkali-kali,

Direnyuk lumatkan tanpa belas,

Hingga jiwa itu mati sendiri.

Ohh ya,

Mungkin kau bukan siapa-siapa,

Jauh sekali punya satu dunia,

Yang ada cuma sipi-sipi saja.

Tetapi,

Barangkali mereka terlupa,

Kau juga spesisnya manusia,

Yang ada hati dan rasa.

#asmilethatcovershatteredheart #perempuanmatahari

p/s : Apa-apa jee asal bolehhh

Value.

p/s : Jo'ong. Sejuuuuukk

Appreciation.

Assalamualaikum and Hi.

Yayy!

Blog dah ada banner.

*teruja

Terima kasih Imin.

Beginilah gunanya ada adik belajar multimedia.

Hehehehe

 

Okbai.

p/s : semoga Allah permudahkan rezeki athirah.

Little do we remember.

Always be the best person you can be.

Be kind even when you are tired.

Be understanding even when you are angry.

Do more than you are asked.

And don't asked for anything in return.

Don't silently expect anything either.

Listen when someone talks,

and really listen too.

Stop just thinking of how you will reply.

Tell people that you love them,

and you appreciate them.

Go out of your way to do things for people.

 

Be the greatest person you can possibly be,

and when you messed up,

make up for it in the next moment

or minute

or day.

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One thing you should never do?

Never spend your time trying to prove to anybody that you are great.

Your actions will speak for themselves.

And we only have limited time on this earth,

don't waste it.

If someone doesn't see your light, don't worry :)

Like moths, good people are attracted to flame and light.

They will come.

#soulbraille #asmilethatcovershatteredheart

#WordlessWednesday

Sahara kehidupan.

Assalamualaikum.

"Siapa yang tidak minum dari lautan pengalaman,

ia akan mati kehausan di sahara kehidupan.

Kehidupan adalah sebuah sekolah,

masa adalah gurunya,

pengalaman adalah kematangannya." 

 

- Ustaz Ahmad Dusuki Abd Rani

p/s : mengerti bagi yang mengetahui.

Maybe.

Maybe i don't cry,

but it hurts.

Maybe i won't say,

but i feel.

Maybe i don't show,

but i care.

and maybe i won't hate,

cause i love.

Maybe.

p/s : Selesai dua tinggal lagi tujuh.