Self love.

A long back when I asked my mom when will I fall in love, where is my prince charming? She said to me that there is a right time for everything to happen, till then let your life happen.

I never said I don't wanna fall in love, in fact falling in love with myself made me more aware of love, made me realize what love is exactly, made me realize how I should treat someone right. I don't know what others think but I feel that when you treat yourself right, you treat others right.

My idea of love is being myself and let the lover be himself too, my idea of love teaches me to let people breathe freely even while being with someone else. It's not his responsibility to build an empire for me, it's my responsibility to be the person I wish to be, no one has to do it for me, they just have to live it with me.

I am busy loving myself, I am exploring myself, I am finding myself, I am not looking for a lover because love must be looking for both of us and will find us at the right time. Till then and beyond that, it's me who should treat me right.

"A queen without a king is busy loving herself."

#CreditDikshasuman

P/s : Calm down and breathe.

 

You.

I may have met you already, or maybe I haven't yet.

We maybe breathing the same air in this small, quiet city or maybe we are still thousands of miles away right now. I might get to be with you tomorrow or the next day or some years from now. But it doesn't matter because today, I am one day closer.

Right now, I am still in no rush. I probably am not that ready. I am still on the process of being my best self. If I get to meet you at this moment, you might not be my first priority yet. I still spend most of my time building up my career, and I still don't have time to bake for you when you crave for a slice of moist chocolate cake. But, I am preparing myself to become the independent woman that you could grow with.

You also should understand that I have flaws that took me more than twenty years to love. I don't know if you will learn to love them, but I hope you do. My hair doesn't stay in place most of the time, it always messily falls on my face. I don't have the prettiest hand to hold or the brightest eyes to look at. You might also find it weird how my nose wrinkles when I laugh. I am also not attractive when I am fast asleep, but who knows? Maybe those imperfections are what will make you love me even more.

I also want you to know that I am not scratch-free masterpiece. I've damaged a couple of times before. I've been cheated on and that's probably what made me distrustful. I've fought battles where I ended up losing. They probably made me tough. Tougher that needed, actually. You won't imagine how lost I have gotten before you came and how I've been dying for you to find me. I've been waiting for you to embrace the mess that I've become, but I also know that there will come a time that you would hurt me. However unlike the rest, seeing me hurt will hurt you twice as much.

Lastly, I want you to know that I am not easy to love. There will be times where I will get mad over the smallest things. I will always ask you to remind me that I am wanted, I would like to hear that over and over - upon seeing your face in the morning and before I close my eyes at night. I also want you to know that on rough days when I am at the verge of giving up, all you have to do is to lock me up in your arms because deep down, I don't want a second in my life without you.

Indeed above all these, I will always strive to be worthy. I will make the best coffee for you in the morning. I will be there for you after a long day at work and look at you like a superhero who just saved the world. I will give you everything that the past has failed to give you.

I will take all your pain away and I will be the only one you call "home".

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Eternal hope.

I hope you fall in love with someone who always texts back

and never lets you fall asleep thinking you are unwanted

I hope you fall in love with someone who holds your hand during the worst parts of life

and getting back with you even when you are too busy with the chaos

I hope you fall in love with someone who sees the galaxies in your eyes

and hears the music in your heartbeats

I hope you fall in love with someone who tickles you

and makes you smile on hard days and on easy ones

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But beyond all that,

i hope you fall in love with someone who will never leave you behind

and who will never take you for granted,

someone who will stand by you when you are right

and stand by you when you are wrong.

Someone who has seen you at your worst and has loved you still. 

p/s : Hasbunallahu Wani'mal Wakeel

Puzzle.

You came as a ray of light,
Made my life cheerful and bright,

Down the sorrow,

Like an arrow,

Taking away my complete loneliness,
And giving me back all the happiness,

With a Midas touch of your care, 
To keep me away from despair, 

For the future day,

Tales of our bond people will say..

Aireena, the girl that wiped the tears.

'O Allah, have your Mercy upon her always. Aku sayang dia. 

 Semoga persahabatan ini menjadi salah satu asbab kami ke syurgaMu..'

Aamin.

p/s : Discrete the things.

Perception.

Seorang kanak-kanak perempuan sedang memegang dua (2) biji epal

Ibunya menghampiri dan meminta.

"Boleh bagi ibu sebiji epal tu?"

Kanak-kanak tersebut melihat sejenak muka si ibu

lalu menggigit sedikit sebiji epal dan seterusnya menggigit sebiji epal yang satu lagi.

Ibu tersebut hanya tersenyum melihat gelagat anaknya

walaupun jauh disudut hatinya ada perasaan kecewa.

Tidak lama selepas itu

kanak-kanak tersebut menyerah sebiji epal tersebut kepada ibunya sambil berkata

"Nah.. Ibu ambil yang ini kerana yang ini lebih manis!"

Faham? Tak faham? Buat-buat faham. Hahahaha #lol

Jadi, tidak kira siapa anda

berapa banyak pengalaman serta pengetahuan yang ada

jangan terus membuat keputusan

menjatuhkan hukuman

yang tersirat kita tidak pernah tahu

"Apa yang kamu lihat tidak semestinya apa yang kamu sangka."

p/s : #resepiwajibbelajarsoon #masterchefathirahchehusin #lol

Bachelor.

Harini takde kelas.

Mengulor la thiroghh.
Hehehehehe :P

View gambar-gambar konvokesyen.

Setahun berlalu.

Rasa macam baru semalam.

*ayat cliche

Pastu sengih-sengih tengok gambar.

Pastu rasa macam nk buat throwback.

Pastu upload gambar.

Pastu keluar la bebudak tiga serangkai ni

Pastu dipersilakanlah!

Sejenis throwback.

Heh heh hehh

Yang sabar menunggu

:') :') :')

Keluar dewan dapat mungeeeeee 

Itu yang best bila konvo. Hehe!

Behind the scene. lol

Gembira nauu aku sengih.

Tahap panas terik waktu tu boleh refer muka Awwab dan Ammar. Hahaha

Ini la abang aku.
Yang selalu jadi bank sepanjang 4 tahun belajar.
Yang selalu tidak berkira dengan adik-adik.
Yang selalu memahami.
Yang selalu senang untuk mintak tolong bila ada masalah.

Wuwuuu terima kasih tidak terhingga Azhar!

The only three women in the family.
Kaklong, aku, ummi :)

Hai Nasuha, Anysz. Sempat jugak amik gambar dengan sek mung! Hehe

Je-juniorr suksis. Gittewww

Geng-geng legend Pekan kids.
Tat Ajwa, Syazwi Mak, Maeyol Pa'ie dan Syuqrat Geliga.

Dikmah, i miss you lots! ;(

Dah berjaya dapat scroll baru boleh tidur lena.
Ye tak  Hoe Lih Jiun? :D

Ini Muin Joush.
Geng-geng project manager gaji kepuk-kepak.

Miss Araini Elhana.

Nazurah Jujah. Budak dekan mechanical ni hooi.
Suksis-mate yang selalu malas pergi latihan kawat.
Rajin bila physical training je :P

 Product of Universiti Malaysia Pahang.

Empat tahun yang penuh dengan liku.

Jatuh, gagal memang ada.

Tapi yang penting bangkit dari kejatuhan itu.

Yang memberi kekuatan.

Memberi semangat.

Pemangkin disaat jatuh.

Terima kasih ayah, ummi.
Kak sayang ayah, ummi dunia akhirat :')

*sempat lg awfa tido. haha!



I'm a degree holder of Electrical & Electronic (hons) Engineering.
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.
All praises to Allah.
He who knows every little things that we don't even know.
Lord of this Dun'ya and the life of hereafter.








P/s : Think positive. An accident is only an attitude away.