Faith.

Having faith in Allah does not give you some form of immunity towards the problems and challenges of this life.

You can have faith in Allah and still feel sad, hurt, heartbroken and depressed. The thing about faith it is meant to restore hope within you and to remind you that there will be a better tomorrow, but as humans, Allah has created us with complex emotions and we were meant to feel them and yes, that includes feeling sad too.

The point of having faith is not to have problems or remain unfazed by them, it is to know that even in the depths of the darkness you are facing, you are never alone and Allah is always there with you. Your faith is not directly proportional to your emotions, feel them, validate them but know in your heart that better days will come, insyaAllah and you will get through this and there is light at the end of this tunnel, hold on a little more, and just a little more remains.

Salaah, du'a and the Quran are life vests to keep us afloat when we are drowning. It does not mean we won't be thrust in an ocean. It does not mean we won't sometimes feel like we can't breathe and like we are being dragged under.

But,

even when facing the highest wave, even if at times we are swallowing water and gasping for air, it is knowing we have some-One Who will bring us back and keepus afloat and help us get back to the safety of the land again.

And know that despite the negative ways others may make you feel, Allah is the One to Whom you can be vulnerable. Where we can shatter, where we can show every insecurity and know that we are still worthy.

The prophets (PBUH), has shown us that even when others do not understand, even though with your amount of worship, the struggles of life are incredibly overwhelming.

With Allah, you always have a safe place.

"Mental illness is a special trial, no bruises, no evidence. Just a silent battle that Allah has hidden from the world."

P / s: Hasbunallah Wa Ni'mal Wakeel

Hipokrit.

 

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Begitu mudah lisan mengaku sayang, namun sikap sering hadirkan luka. Mungkin hati tulus memberikan cinta namun perilaku tidak enak dirasa. Berukhuwah itu berlandaskan cinta kerana Allah semata. Lantas bila benar-benar cinta mampukah diri berbuat yang sesuai dengan ajaranNya?

Bertutur santun kala bersapaan. Menebar senyum kala berpapasan. Berbincang penuh kelembutan. Dan raut wajah nampak cerah memesonakan.

Jangan pernah sengaja bersikap tidak sopan. Jangan pernah serta merta berbahasa yang mengandung kebencian. Apalagi menampakkan raut wajah penuh permusuhan.

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Apa yang mau dicari, ketika keburukan cermin hati terbaca teman kita? Atau kita bangga dengan hawa nafsu yang sudah mendominasi hati kita? Amarah yang penuh kesumat telah mengikis kesucian jiwa. Padahal bersaudara dengan orang beriman sangat banyak kemanfaatan. Menjaga kita dari kesesatan, menjadi jalan menuju keselamatan, dan di akhirat berhimpun dalam syurga yang penuh keindahan,

Nasihat indah seorang ulama, Yahya bin Mu'adz Ar Razi berkata,

"Hendaknya kamu mempunyai tiga sikap terhadap sesama mukmin; Jika kamu belum mampu memberinya manfaat, maka janganlah kau beri kesusahan. Jika kamu belum mampu membuatnya gembira, janganlah kamu buat sedih. Dan jika kamu belum boleh memujinya, maka janganlah kamu mencela."

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Mudah.

Indah.

InsyaAllah penuh berkah.

Bila kita menjaga ukhuwah dengan akhlakul karimah.

🌷

P/s : Ya hayyu ya qayyum, birahmatika astaghis.

Terluka.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka bilang

kita terlalu berlebihan.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka bilang

kita terlalu mengada-ngada.

Kita yang terluka

dan mereka berpura-pura lupa

kalau mereka adalah sebabnya.

Padahal kita yang terluka

dan mereka tak tahu apa yang kita rasa.

 

P /s : Allahu Allah.

Qadr.

 

Destiny --

The universe has already figured out what happens to the heart afterwards. For you, who used to say hello when the rain never stopped.

The current me no longer wants to think about you, maybe the current busy-ness has caused this. In the stage of keeping myself busy, I have a lot to do so that wasted work and thoughts will be eliminated.

I don't think of you as something in vain, the business of thinking about you the heart plays a role, unfortunately it disturbs my concentration first, you know? My heart is often out of control, becomes restless and uncertain ; is forced to turn to something useful.

Do you still remember? Have you ever had to turn back the memory of that time? When it rains, for example. Is there an irregularity that I used to say. I know you realized from the start. Of course, it is clearly illustrated by your sudden silence and didn't decide to answer.

I am now only following the orders of His destiny. What will happen in the future, I believe His commands always lead to happiness for His servants. Thus, everything happened according to His will, including the presence of feelings that were difficult to define. Now is enough to complete the endeavor.

I took a breath, felt the happiness that I often ignore. I straightened my feelings, wiped the water that came out of the corner of my eye. Tears flowed along with the grievous wound planted inside.

I took notebook, part of which was filled with various writings from the heart. I record all the events that I think. Let all that is in the body pour out with prayer and pen.

If Allah inspires His servants who pray, He actually wants to give gifts.

Allah is the Almighty.

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P/s : Think it's time I tell you the truth.

Kamu.

 

Jadilah kamu wanita yang baik hatinya,

bersih suci cinta dan sayangnya,

sikapnya perhatian dan peduli,

perlakuannya lembut dan halus,

bagai kehalusan perasaannya,

manis dan romantis tuturnya,

indah dan teduh penampilannya,

membuat mata dan hati terpana setiap harinya,

menjaga sebagaimana menjaga diri sendiri,

menemani setiap waktu, seperti selalu ada rindu,

baik saat dekat, apalagi ketika jauh.

Jadilah kamu wanita terbaik,

yang menyayangi tanpa batas waktu.

#creditA'yatKhalili

P/s : Ticktockk counting time