Sunday, September 2, 2018

Untuk kita.

Assalamualaikum.


"Aku" dan "Kau" - biar kita merasa lebih dekat.


Dalam hidup ini, antara perkara yang perlu kita pesan pada diri, ada sesuatu Allah tetap tak beri walaupun kita dah sehabis usaha. Contohnya,

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Dalam pelajaran, dalam perhubungan, dalam pekerjaan dan macam-macam perkara.
Dalam pelajaran ; Kau belajar susah payah nak test nak kuiz nak itu nak ini tapi hasilnya biasa-biasa saja, pendek kata langsung tak memuaskan bagi kau. Ataupun kau dah berusaha kumpul carrymarks berlebih-lebih tapi bila result final keluar masih sama tiada perubahan, tak dapat keputusan yang baik. Kau pun mula jeling-jeling orang lain. Lagi sakit hati bila yang duduk study last minit atau study tak banyak mana itulah boleh dapat keputusan lagi hebat dari kau.

Habis tu, kau nak kata apa? Allah sangat tak adil?


Ramai yang rasa dan pernah mengalami situasi macam ni. Aku pun salah seorang yang tak terlepas. Tapi Allah beri rasa bahagia dari sisi lain. Satu saja aku nak pesan, jangan pernah sekalipun salahkan Tuhan.


Sedangkan Dia lebih tahu apa yang lebih baik dan atur untuk kau. Janji kau terus usaha dan tak putus asa. Sebab bila kau usaha tapi masih juga tak dapat apa yang kau nak, memang jelas ada something Allah nak tunjuk dan ajar ; ada sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk kau.


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Okei. Mari cuba kita belajar pandang sisi baik.

Mungkin Allah nak kau terus gigih usaha supaya kau dapat genggam dan gapai sesuatu yang lagi tinggi dan kau tak pernah terfikir pun untuk dapat. Mungkin Allah tak izinkan kau dapat apa yang kau nak sebab kau akan berbangga-bangga, bongkak diri bila Dia beri kejayaan besar pada kau dengan usaha sekecil itu.
 Jadi Dia jatuhkan dulu kau sebelum kau dapat bangun panjat lagi tinggi. Biar kau ingat ; setiap apa yang Allah beri bila-bila saja boleh ditarik balik. Cantikkan jalan cerita yang Allah cipta untuk kita?
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Kawan, hidup ini kita tak boleh terus mengalah bila sekali tak dapat capai apa yang dihajatkan. Kena terus usaha sebab Allah sangat tak suka orang malas. Kau sedih, kau tak puas hati semua terus diadu pada Dia. Aku jamin Dia akan 'pujuk' kau dengan cara paling romantis kalau kau tahu cari Dia.


Nanti bila kau dah terpujuk, bangun dan terus maju kehadapan. Kita belajar dari hidup, dari sekecil-kecil hingga ke sebesar-besar perkara.


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Luaskan pandangan, cari sisi baik setiap takdir yang sudah direncanakan. Jangan asyik cari yang buruk sampai mata hati tertutup dan menggelapkan dunia yang kau hidupkan.



Remember --

Allah loves you more than you can imagine. He saw good in you even when you could not see good in yourself.



#creditnotapencarituhan






p/s : Heads up, u've got this.


Thursday, June 21, 2018

You.




I may have met you already, or maybe I haven't yet.
We maybe breathing the same air in this small, quiet city or maybe we are still thousands of miles away right now. I might get to be with you tomorrow or the next day or some years from now. But it doesn't matter because today, I am one day closer.

Right now, I am still in no rush. I probably am not that ready. I am still on the process of being my best self. If I get to meet you at this moment, you might not be my first priority yet. I still spend most of my time building up my career, and I still don't have time to bake for you when you crave for a slice of moist chocolate cake. But, I am preparing myself to become the independent woman that you could grow with.

You also should understand that I have flaws that took me more than twenty years to love. I don't know if you will learn to love them, but I hope you do. My hair doesn't stay in place most of the time, it always messily falls on my face. I don't have the prettiest hand to hold or the brightest eyes to look at. You might also find it weird how my nose wrinkles when I laugh. I am also not attractive when I am fast asleep, but who knows? Maybe those imperfections are what will make you love me even more.

I also want you to know that I am not scratch-free masterpiece. I've damaged a couple of times before. I've been cheated on and that's probably what made me distrustful. I've fought battles where I ended up losing. They probably made me tough. Tougher that needed, actually. You won't imagine how lost I have gotten before you came and how I've been dying for you to find me. I've been waiting for you to embrace the mess that I've become, but I also know that there will come a time that you would hurt me. However unlike the rest, seeing me hurt will hurt you twice as much.

Lastly, I want you to know that I am not easy to love. There will be times where I will get mad over the smallest things. I will always ask you to remind me that I am wanted, I would like to hear that over and over - upon seeing your face in the morning and before I close my eyes at night. I also want you to know that on rough days when I am at the verge of giving up, all you have to do is to lock me up in your arms because deep down, I don't want a second in my life without you.

Indeed above all these, I will always strive to be worthy. I will make the best coffee for you in the morning. I will be there for you after a long day at work and look at you like a superhero who just saved the world. I will give you everything that the past has failed to give you.

I will take all your pain away and I will be the only one you call "home".



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Monday, January 15, 2018

Sometimes.



Sometimes when people become religious, they feel that it is necessary
to become the police for the rest of the world.

Whether it means belittling, insulting or condemning others.
We should always remember, the most religious from us was our Prophet (pbuh)
and he wasn't rude or obnoxious towards anyone.
None of us are wearing the clothing of the people of Paradise yet.

Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future.

Show mercy and you will gained mercy.
Show respect and you will earn respect.

It really isn't difficult at all.

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Take care.
Be kind.

May Allah blessed.






Sunday, December 31, 2017

Akhir 2017.

  


Terima kasih untuk semua kenangan.
Terima kasih untuk setiap jatuh bangkit,
luka berdarah, ribut banjir
yang mendatang.

Sungguh,
banyak yang aku belajar.
Terlalu banyak.


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Yang pergi --
terima kasih mewarnai kisah ini.

Yang baru kemari --
moga terus melakar memori.

Yang tak lokek disisi --
tetaplah temani hingga nafas terhenti.



Jangan pernah menyesal dengan apa yang terjadi.
Demi Tuhan,
manisnya kan menjengah nanti.

InsyaAllah.


Hidup mana yang tidak pahit, sulit.
Namun itulah rencahnya.
Buat kita merasa si namanya bahagia.





Sesekali menangislah.
Usah ditahan segala pedih.
Kita masih sebatas manusia.
Yang ada jiwa dan rasa.
Namun tetaplah terus berjuang.



Bukan untuk sesiapa, tetapi buat Tuhanmu cuma.


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Terima kasih untuk segala.









credit #perempuanmatahari



Friday, June 30, 2017

Luka.





I think what hurts the most is
when you give your all to someone.
Through thick and thin,
you are there for them,
you stick with them,
no matter what.

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Then one day they just give up.
They won't even fight for you.

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The one thing you would never have done,
they did with no hesitation. 









p/s : Semoga kesusahan bisa mengajar erti terus asa.